Lotus Lantern Healing Arts

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Do you know I have a podcast?


“Tearjerker” should be the name of my latest podcast.

Meet Emily, a high powered architect, who has been madly in love with her hunky glass blower boyfriend for 4 years. The first time she comes for an intuitive session she wants to discuss her relationship; her sweetie is battling a mysterious illness that is making them grow apart. She returns 2 years later to let me know that he has passed from cancer.

I know this story is a tearjerker. But it’s also real life. The gems here are plenty. Pay extra attention to how they both got to talk about their meaning to each other, in this life and beyond. It’s a rare and sacred opportunity to experience this couples story. Emily & KC were enlightened enough to discuss the process and reflect while in the situation.

Click the podcast image below to listen. We are also available on itunes, googleplay or siticher just subscribe to Love Requited XXXtcetera.

My BRAND NEW podcast on unconventional, untethered, unreturned love

I have been helping people heal from heartache for 16 years and the topic of unrequited love comes back like a game of wackamole. Just when you think you’ve helped someone heal from the wounds of unrequited love…it’s like a plague; it can resurface subtly or aggressively on any given day. You may be grieving a cherished one that has died, or you may be grieving someone that is fully alive yet they have chosen a life without you. What degree of abandonment has caused your suffering?  Even people in happy, committed relationships inevitably ask me questions about a past lover.

“Why didn’t it work out?”
“How could they leave me?”
“Is there a chance they will come back”
“Why didn’t I see it coming?”

Bri has been pushing me to launch my podcast for 2 whole years. So here it is… a podcast for you about love and life, stories of unconventional, untethered and sometimes unreturned love.  Let the healing begin! This is for mature audiences only.

Love Requited XXXcetera: A podcast about love and life, stories of unconventional, untethered and sometimes unreturned love.

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Good vs Great: A Lover’s Quarrel

Wanna listen in to a raw and vulnerable Saturday night at my house? In this video me and my sweetie discuss: Polarity, sex, how we define words differently, Del Taco and who’s wrong in an argument.

I was a little jealous of all the business consulting Bri was doing for my clients. So, I asked her for 12 hours of consulting. Her work blew my mind! She created solutions for problems I had been wrestling with for years. She did strategic planning, team building and executive coaching (supervision) for me. She challenged me and made me laugh a lot.

Bri’s work is for:

Entrepreneurs and Agencies

-Executive Coaching: Professional supervision and support for executives, managers or staff.

-Strategic Planning: Intentional program and business development, design, development, implementation and sustainability. Innovate current offerings or guidance for future endeavors.

-Training and workshop facilitation

Personal Development and Growth

Personal Coaching: For individuals looking to accelerate their own healing, growth and stability.

If you want to learn more about her services click here and scroll down to her bio.

Manifestation Circle + Soul-Mate vs. Twin-Flame

todayi-amI was having a bad day. The worst day ever. I was talking to a friend that was suffering too. Our struggles were so intense that neither one of us could offer the other hope.  Out of desperation we created something called: MANIFESTATION CIRCLE! (Yes I just yelled that at you.) It’s a powerful way to get unstuck. Are you feeling isolated in the rush or your life? Are you exhausted by this last year and looking for an epically, badass, fresh start? Then give Manifestation Circle a chance! It’s FREE.

Listen to instructions here.

Testimonial: “It is incredible to be witnessed and to witness. It was powerful to hear the realness in other people's lives. Thank you for bringing something simple and powerful for us to interact through. Makes the community feeling more cohesive to me and breaks down barriers.” -Lexie Penaluna, Acupuncturist

What the Heck is the Difference between a Twin-Flame and a Soul-Mate?

Since so many of us are desiring vibrant relationships. I’ll just put this here to start us off in the wishing department. It’s my take on Relationships: Soulmates, Twin Flames, Life-Mates, Healing agreements and how Past Life Reflections can cause confusion.

couple-731890_1280Soul-mates: You will have many soul-mates in a life-time. It’s when you have that instant connection with someone. They just “get” you. You have a conversation and it’s exquisitely fluid. It’s such a relief to be in the company of a soulmate or kindred spirit. It’s like coming home. You are from the same soul family, the same distant star. You don’t have to teach someone your language, your culture. You just flow together. You share the same thoughts, laugh at the same shit and communicate telepathically with your eyes and presence. You feel “seen” and “see” them. Sometimes this is a romantic connection, sometimes this is your best friend, your work partner, or a family member. (“Romantic” means you sink down into the sensuality of your second chakra with them. If you are soul-mates that doesn’t necessarily mean you’re life-mates.)

love-1536226_1280Life-mate: People who find a beautiful life rhythm. They support each other in this complex world. Sometimes you meet a couple that is in sync on that everyday level. They plan well and do life together as a wonderful team. If you are ONLY life-mates and not soul-mates too, you will still need a soul-mate somewhere in your life to feel fulfilled. You and your life-mate might have great sex and be loving and efficient. However, if you are spiritually developed, you will still feel drawn to have a soul-mate by your side. If this soul-mate of yours is your best friend, your life-partner will have to make room for that connection. And usually life-mates are really good at that. Because the lifestyle part matches up so well. If you have a soul-mate and life-mate in the same person then you are L.U.C.K.Y.! This is basically what most people REALLY want.

human-1215160_1280Twin Flames: You have only one twin-flame. As you came out of the primordial goo and embodied onto the earth, your soul split into two expressions; one Yin (feminine) and Yang (masculine). (This does not mean you are not whole!)

Pretend that you were being efficient:

‘I know! I’ll clone myself and get twice the work done!”

This is like splitting up the work. Your twin-flame experiences lessons through reincarnation as do you. In the beginning you are usually not on the earth at the same time unless you are on a special mission. (One will come down to earth to lesson and experience things, while the other coaches and supports from the astral plane.) On the other hand, soul-mates are like teammates. To keep the momentum going you are on the earth at the same time. Twin-flames incarnate together towards their last couple lifetimes to begin integrating, healing, creating and bringing wholeness to the world. Twin-flames are mission oriented. You have learned many things separately, now you show each other what you have learned individually. Your twin-soul sees exactly the opposite view as you through either the Yin or Yang expression.

Your twin-flame is a giant pain in your ass!

You recognize each other but have totally different skill sets and views on things. You will feel drawn to each other through a profound recognition and synergy. There will be mind blowing sexual chemistry. It is rarely easy to navigate as a team.

Like: “Hey there hot stuff! Let’s make out.”

Then: “Oh jeeze, wait a second, you are fucking freaking me out”.

Twin flames usually have strange stories of falling into each others lives or meeting to test the waters. ‘Are we fully ready to come back together?’ There can be a “chaser” and a “runner”. Usually the feminine twin is the “chaser”, the “masculine” is traditionally the runner. Both must be ready, spiritually evolved enough, healed enough; to begin the integration process. Neither are meant to lose their identity in the process of integration. It’s more like connecting your smartphone to recharge, download and update. They are meant to rest together and learn from each other. Then do the humanitarian work of healing the planet.

Soulmates have all the fun, they get to just “watch Netflix and chill”. So don’t be sad if your twin flame is off planet for this round. We need a t-shirt that says, “Soul-Mates have ALL the fun!”

Watch this video on healing agreements and growth periods to understand what happens when your soulmate or twin flame is not ready for you or not healthy this life-time.

How Do Past-Life Stories Affect Your Present-Time Relationships?

People ask me, ‘what is my past-life with this person?’. If your past-lives have been AWESOME together, you might REALLY love this person…like instantly. Like everything in you says, ‘YES! I remember our wonderful family life, living on that farm and singing those songs and it was picturesque and fun. Let’s do it all again!’.

Personally, I find when I have a strong reaction (good or bad) to someone there is usually a past life story there.

When your past-lives have sucked badly with a soul-mate, then you might really dislike the person.


I remember being annoyed by a waiter in a restaurant that I frequented. I loathed being in his section and would often ask the hostess to seat me elsewhere. He was just waaaaayyyy too peppy for my taste. The more I resisted him, the more the universe would shove him in my face. He was always prying and asking me questions about my life. He would communicate friendly, but unwanted observations about me. He was so damn charming and quirky, I wanted to punch him in the face. For one year, I hated his guts and held a firm boundary of disgust. Then, one day I was able to see past all the frustration he stirred in me. And I remembered him fully. It was as if his true soul was being revealed to me. The moment I met him (in this life-time), I remembered him from another time and I felt frightened. His light cast a shadow and I got to see and feel parts of myself I had oppressed.


The day I saw past that, we became instant friends.

Because, I remembered he was not my oppressor. I remembered that he was in some bad shit WITH me a long-ass time ago. A whole other fucking life-time ago.  

He laughed when I reminded him how much I hated his guts for an entire year. He would say, “I knew you would come around and remember me eventually. I recognized you the moment I saw you.” I did also, but I ran like a scared child. Under that anger was profound fear that my body remembered.

So, what was my past-life trauma with him? Together we performed rituals and entertained people together. It sounds fun, right? Well, in that lifetime I was forced to perform like a puppet. I was used for a skill and talent but was not free to be my own person. My gifts kept me indentured. In our current life-time, I discovered that this guy wasn’t a waiter. He was a performer, an actor, a musician, and a Cirque du Soleil clown. Present-time, I had so much fear around being “seen” because I might be controlled or used. He rejoiced in our ability to overcome obstacles. While I remembered the prison of that life-time. He was reminding me there was a way to beat the oppressors thru storytelling. We would perform for the ruler of the land, using satire and complex language to shame them. He saw that as a way to heal but my heart wasn’t in it. I wanted my private life and he wanted to teach the world a lesson. Eventually we were persecuted for our art. He went out like a rebel and I went out like a martyr.

He went on to coach me through it and taught me to play. I released the trauma.

The universe laid him in my path. So that I could overcome my fear of being seen. It was an opportunity for me to heal. He instantly brought out a fear that was so deep inside me I wanted to run away from him because of it. He seemed so forced and false. And forced and false was my experience in those lifetimes. It wasn’t who he was that scared me, it was what he mirrored to me. It’s like seeing your own sad reflection in the mirror someone else holds up for you and you want to run away from the person holding the mirror.

I love watching movies about soulmate and twin flames!

What are your favorite movie about this?
I love Far and Away and Anne of Green Gables!

The New Loyalty

“You have heard that you must ‘let go’ of surging emotions, feelings, and sensations, but they will let go of you when you call off the war. Nothing has gone wrong and no mistake has been made. There is primordial rest in the core of the fire. It is not an error that you have been born as a sensitive human being with a raw, open heart. Send your awareness into the center and watch as the nature of all form reveals as light. You need not fix your vulnerability or cover up your tenderness any longer. For it is through your sensitivity that love will come alive here, and erupt in the four directions.” — Matt Licata

Alethea Dalton High Fidelity Organizing

Alethea Dalton
High Fidelity Organizing

My divorce became final last month! I decided to give myself the gift of a Wholistic Organizer. What the heck is that you ask? That’s a magical woman named Alethea Dalton. She comes to your house and makes it beautiful and functional FAST! This woman is amazing and you need to know more about her. I don’t know a single person who doesn’t need this treatment. In 3 hours she transformed my entire kitchen. I love to cook, but now I LOVE to cook! This chick put everything in the exact right place. I didn’t even know how much I needed this until I was dancing with joy in my kitchen.

Alethea explained to me that I have spent many years being loyal to someone else’s needs
and expectations (my ex) but that now I had the freedom to express a loyalty to myself. Her business, High Fidelity Organizing, blossomed out of the belief in nurturing the highest loyalty to oneself.

From Alethea:

What: One room Make-Over (3 – hour session )

I will always start with what you have available in your home, no need to purchase any new furniture or decor.
No need to prep or change or clean anything.
I will bring my organizing toolkit and you will bring your readiness for change.
Picture the life you love… now let’s create it in the essence of every space.

Cost Options:

Co-Create with Me: $165.00 (You stay and participate in the process of transformation. This is a great choice if you want to have a little more oversight with the process and keep costs down. )

Hand Over the Reins: $225.00 (To busy to stay, gotta get the kids to camp and just want the room to have a treatment? This is the package for you. Keep in mind I will need your presence 15 min before and after the session.)

Email with a description of your needs and I will get back to you within 48 hours.